My goodness I should write more. Vancouver was lovely, back to school for two classes exc... I've long since gotten my lovely little wacom tablet as well as a camera. Having disposable income is quite an amazing thing is it not?

I quit my dishwashing job and moved on to benquet work as well and cashier at a grocerie store. Both are good jobs I suppose. =\ I don't really know the other girls at the cashier job yet besides past friends and well the other job doesn't come around often for as fun as it might be. Got my first pay check on friday though and thats a wonderful thing <3

Well theres some new art, a new photo and well yes thats about it. Night night.

So I'm going to Vancouver. Yes yes it will be incredibly wonderful and I have all this stuff planned out for while I'm there ^^ like AE 2005. My first Anime convention, its very exciting in a geekng out sort of way but hey as long as I'm enjoying it then who really cares. Wow did I ever have some odds to go against to get to a going though. First off theres this big work issue, not so much getting the time off as the guilt for doing so. I was dishes, yes I'm a dish bitch and well theres only one other girl who works with me right now cause the other guy is a moron and get himself fired. This means shes working full-full time for the 12 days I'm gone. I love my little asian counter-part and I hate to do this to her but I need the time. Gah money wasn't a big issue and the parental units finally came through a month late for a 'gift' which they ain't even calling it that or whatever. 300$, 200 no and 100 when my Dad gets paid. Muchly appritiated and goes well with the other... 700 I have safed plus the pay check I get while I'm gone. Over a thousand dollars to spend in two weeks, its crazy. I've -never- had this much money to spend in my life. Anyways I digress... Other issue was a place to stay. Originally I was supposed to stay with my flaming gay friend Ricky but well his lesbian roomie and him are fighting and shes getting physical and shit with that. He can handle it but I'm kinda... small? yeah thats the word and hes afraid she'd like rape me. For sure O.o it sucks. So about a week ago I had these plane tickets and no where to stay and not enough money to think about staying in a hotel or whatever. I can deal with them when I'm with someone else but staying in a hotel all by yourself is so... scary! So yeah turns out another friend in langley? yeah thats the place is gunna put up with me for my stay. His parents are being awesome about it and everything. Theres no way mine would put up with a complete and total stranger! But my parents are so uptight sometimes =S so I dont really even have friends over. Too much hassel. Anyways theres also just afew other things goig against. I feel bad leaving all my lovely ladies and gents without my lovely pressence to guide them... yeah right <_< mostly just gunna miss my girlfriend and such. Shes sad shes not coming, so is Mina and I think faye may be as well. Akis just grr I'm leaving her to work. Eek angry asian girl ;_; Anyways lastly my one friend goes to college and Ricky is insome work placement program which meeeans that neither could pick me up from the airport. as it is I'm already stuck waiting an hour for -someone- to come grab me and I really wished it would be Ricky but yeah *sigh* not happening so I wont see him till the weekend. Anyways Anime Evolution b(^_^)d anyone else gunna be? I'm not dressing up for shear lack of creativity at the moment, not to mention lack of materials. I got the sewing skill but nothing to sew is the deal. Plus I dont look like any character I can think of.... maybe the scary lesbian chicky the obsesses over orihime or whatever in Bleach. <3 Bleach. So yeah get my glasses going, put my hair down and glomp anyone dressed up as a bleach girl yes that'll be me. Naw I'll be the shorty walking around with the stuffy on her head or being carried by 6foot men. Hell yah! Anyways yeah, Paragraphs? WTF are Paragraphs. Don't need no fuckin paragraphs. Goddamn am I tired. T-2 hours until at the airport, 3:15hrs till lift off, 5:15 until arrival in lovely Vancouver! and 6:45 until meeting with rides. hell yeah XD

<3 for everyone, even the Emo bitches. Just cause I'm in such a damn good mood. EXPECT ART, I am so getting a tablet when I can!! and a cat hat, hell yah.

-Alys- Drowing in Joy, its like that moment before orgasm but less mess.

My birthday SUCKED! Yanno I don;t expect much, even anything really but -_-; something would be nice, since I did just turn 18 and all. oh well one friend got me a couple manga books, shes my hero but not even my parents got me something, no my mother tryed a day later to apologise for sleeping most of the day then remembering last minute that it even was my birthday. A friend bought me a cake today ;_; shes my hero too, and so if the guy that took me and another friend for food on the day cause I was sad. ._. so I have three heros since on of those are the same people. Gah *flails and stabs random things* >=O >=o >=O >=o!!!

Anyways life has been hectic and stuff and stressful, never forget the stress. Today was my first offical day off from work after 6 days, and actually I only get one day and worked like four days before that too. I'm doing it for the trip I get more and more feeling will suck. I'm going to Vancouver but... its wierd going somehwhere so big for one thing (yes I'm so backwater ;_; I'ma Yukon Hick wahh) bust its 500$ for plane ticketsand then tons for other crap and I'm spending all this money for what could be a bad time and all the stress and I could be getting things I really want like a TABLET! You know how much I want one of those!? I've wanted one for years and now I'm old enough and have paypal and cash and shit to spend but nooo stupid trip >)

Parents were gone for half of July, they have been back about a week and damn do I ever wish they would leave again. ;_; I didn't get a hug or missed you or a present or nothing. They get back and and Start Yelling about the fact that the house isn't sparking (I had a party the night before but it was like 15 people and there was just some dishes, it was all VERY tame.) So yah > I'm mad at them but they don't know that cause I've been staying with a friend for most of the days they have been gone, she at least lives on her own at the moment and I get some peace, if the place was bigger I could move in with her (one room shit hole)

I'm actually trying to move out but I want to live with someone and finding someone who wants out and wants to like live with me.... >.> but I'm TRYING. Heh well not really but it would be really nice to get away and have my own place, living in the same place for 13 years wears on yah.

AND THATS WHY THERE IS NO NEW ART!

Hahah ^^ yup yup Nyways yeah O.o no promises on the art thing. I just needed a rant... Thank-you >.> for reading this far *waves*

So it's my birthday in about hm 10 days It's exciting cause I;m gunna be 18, yay XD More porn and stuff ect for me! ^^ I'm hoping for a tablet, that would be really nice. I mean drawing with a touch pad mouse as all good and fun but um yeah no its not XD. hehe. ^_^ anyways more art eventually, I'm just being really lazy and not using the scanner. >.> I'll go do that.

Love ya'll (>^_^)> Hugs!!~~~<3

Saa... not to much new @@ I keep forgetting to submit works or I dislike em too much. Anyways there should be more soon... I feel in one of those moods I guess =_= sleepyyy... be good everyone.